Yay two more days and I get to see my baby. I hate working this much and hardly being able to see him :( but he keeps me going all week. He is so amazing. So excited to be in his arms <3
I have to be up in 2 hours and sleep doesn’t even seem possible. I sleep so much better when im in his arms..
Theres no turning back. You have my heart 100 percent. Just please don’t break it.
Ive heard you say these things ” You’re my favorite person.” ” You mean everything to me.” ” You’re so beautiful.” “You’re the most amazing person Ive ever met.” Yet when it comes down to it I don’t believe it. If I really was your favorite, most amazing, beautiful person, than why do you consistently make me feel like shit? Like im nothing? I care so much about you but lately you’re not the man I fell for.You’re a complete stranger, a missed memory. I don’t know if things can go back to okay with us. Lately it just feels so wrong.. but now that Ive had you I cant even begin to imagine anything without you. Sometimes I think it would of been better if we had just stayed acquaintances with one another but other times you’re the beat to my heart, my only want, my only need. As of now though…the way you’ve been…just makes me want to tell you to fuck off… but who am I kidding ? Fuck you, I love you.









